Why did this happen? How many times have we asked ourselves this question? As Christians, we know we have trials and tribulations, but some of these trials just don’t add up! What we may be facing now, our mind can’t even wrap itself around how to deal with it or even face it!                          This is where you decide… is God sovereign? Is HE in control or not? I have been there, I knew God healed, delivered, and I saw the miraculous with my own eyes. But my problem, this problem can’t be fixed? The pain, is this going to kill me? Will I ever smile, laugh, love, hope, and actually feel again? I knew that I knew I had dotted every I and crossed every T , all as a true faith- believing Christian, but I wasn’t seeing it work out the way I wanted it to!                                                             These are moments we face in our lives, where our true “trust” in God is tested. It was in one of those moments I realized,  it wasn’t about believing in God, but trusting in HIM to handle the “unknowns” of  what I had no control over. There is always something you can’t control. The truth is , we don’t control everything! A man or woman’s decision to leave, a disobedient teen-ager , a boss, or even an illness that attacks our physical body, no control. Now I’m in a position to see if I truly TRUST in GOD!                                                Many of you are there right now and it seems hopeless, you are even trying to blame yourself for someone else’s choices. STOP and tell HIM, “this is too big for me, it’s out of my control”! Your act of submission and vulnerability is one that positions you to receive Gods love and healing power. It may not turn out how you thought it would. This doesn’t mean you love God less, or that you have little faith. It simply means there are things in this life that only our Soverign God has complete knowledge over. This journey is definitely one full of bumps and challenges, but if we truly trust God, we are never alone and we will forever be comforted through what we don’t understand.